Our focuses do not surprise me, no.

Joy is a blessing. No, that's not the quite right word - that implies that Someone is giving it to you. Instead, it seems to me that joy is something that you find by great good fortune. Then, if you're really lucky, you can just let yourself be in the moment, letting go of past errors and injustices and fears for the future, and revel in the joy you've found.

Life is good, truly.