while I wait for things to build

[curgoth]

Working from home today while Car is in for maintenance.

I am sitting out on my balcony, and a thunderstorm has just broken, though without wind I am out of the rain. I can hear a cat meowing for attention from a nearby balcony.

I'm in a stupid mood. Stupid because I'm feeling lonely and want-y, and at the same time withdrawn and not wanting to reach out to anyone. I'm brooding over relationships, potential relationships and needs and wants.

I am also coming down with some sort of post-Pride cooties - my throat's been getting progressively more sore all week.

So, you know what that means; time for Just. Three. Good. Things.

1. Getting to watch the intense thunderstorm raging away two feet from my chair, even if I can't go dance naked in it.


2. BestBuy finally admitted that they can't fix my ipod, so I'm getting store credit towards purchase of a newer, shinier ipod as soon as I can get myself in there.


3. I may be in a bad mood, but I haven't gotten spun out again. Angst, I can deal with - it passes.

Now, back to work, as much as I want to sit here and write LJ posts instead.

Comments

[grrlgoddess.livejournal.com]

I'm in a stupid mood. Stupid because I'm feeling lonely and want-y, and at the same time withdrawn and not wanting to reach out to anyone. I'm brooding over relationships, potential relationships and needs and wants.

i often get that way (but being sucky at words never have been able to articulate it as well as you have) so i get how you're feeling.

*hugs* if you'd like 'em!

[curgoth]

I always like hugs!

[dairymilk.livejournal.com]

The storm really was something, wasn't it? Definately brightened my day. (lol odd expressiont to use there actually.....)

I can't imagine dancing naked in the rain! Where would you ever find somewhere secluded enough?

[crystal-diva.livejournal.com]

**hugs**

Hope you feel better, hun...