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([personal profile] sabotabby May. 6th, 2026 07:19 am)
Just finished: Here Where We Live Is Our Country: The Story Of the Jewish Bund by Molly Crabapple. God this is amazing. I don't know what to add; I think iI get a similar thrill with the sense of political and cultural recognition that other people get when they see a character like themselves in fiction for the first time (who knew representation was important???). This is one of those "read this book if you want to better understand me" type things for me. Obviously it's not just therapy for curmudgeonly anti-Zionist anarch-ish middle-aged Jewish women—the history is important, knowing about the strategy and failures are important, the narrative of fighting in the face of defeat is important. But it also helped reset some of my despair.

BTW it's a long slog but about halfway through when they hit the end of WWII I was like, huh, half the book is left??? half the book is footnotes.

Wake Up! (Seasons, Book Winter) by Ryszard I. Merey. Ah, let's read something short after the big, detailed history book—oh no this one is fairly brutal too. This is the third book in the Seasons project (the first two are a + e 4ever and Read and then Burn This, which I also highly recommend), all of which have to do with toxic relationships and gender fuckery, if you like that kind of thing. I do. This is about Tian, a down-on-her-luck tattoo artist. Her fiancée has left her after she's come out as trans, and she's left with an apartment she can't afford. Al, a man she rescues one night, has rent money, but that's because he's a high-stakes mahjong player in deep with some sketchy characters. It's a hallucinogenic fever dream with an unreliable narrator and a shifting, capricious timeline. Beautifully written, absolutely tragic, and if you want you can get a special German edition on sparkly paper that's tiny.

Currently reading: Nothing, starting Five Points On an Invisible Line by Su J Sokol next.
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([personal profile] sabotabby May. 2nd, 2026 12:47 pm)
This has been the longest and coldest winter ever but today was Peak Cherry Weekend at High Park so [personal profile] ioplokon and I did the thing.

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cut for people who don't want to see more cherry blossoms and a cool duck )
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([personal profile] sabotabby May. 1st, 2026 07:00 am)
 I have had this one open in a tab most of the week so I would remember to tell you about it. Podside Picnic's "Minnesota NoICE" interviews [personal profile] naomikritzer , [personal profile] lydamorehouse , Marissa Lingen, and J.R. Dawson about their experiences during ICE's occupation of the Twin Cities during Operation Metro Surge.

Look. I think these people are heroes. I think every single person who fought back against a fascist paramilitary that was abducting people from their homes and workplaces, torturing them, putting them in concentration camps, sometimes gunning them down in the streets, is a hero. Any act of resistance that throws sand in those gears is worthy of celebration, and there were a lot of those acts.

The thing is as you can tell by the tagging, I know two of these heroes as people. That to me is what really blew me away listening to this episode. I am currently reading a book about resistance to the Nazis that does amazing work humanizing each and every character, but I don't know any of them personally, so it's easy to imagine that they are somehow larger than life, special people who have qualities that I can never possess. Whereas the folks interviewed in this episode are people basically like me (well, more successful in their writing careers lol) and it was genuinely empowering listening to people just describing what they did. Because it's absolutely heroic but it is heroism that required no particular special skills or background or even executive functioning. A thing needed to be done, they did the thing, they are still doing the thing. It's enough to make you weep.

You still need to do the laundry when the fascists roll in, and this is a podcast episode about that, and everyone should give it a listen.
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([personal profile] sabotabby Apr. 30th, 2026 08:47 pm)
[personal profile] maevedarcy is posting a meme a day for 3 Weeks 4 Dreamwidth and well, of course I had to.

This week I'm reading: Here Where We Live Is Our Country by Molly Crabapple

My favorite book of all time is: I don't really have one. I have favourites for different purposes, like Hitchhiker's Guide To the Galaxy for turning me into, alas, a comedic speculative fiction writer, or Vita Nostra for rewiring my brain, or Moby-Dick for becoming my entire personality for two years, or or or.

My current favorite book (read or re-read in the last 3 months) is: The River Has Roots, Amal El-Mohtar

The last book I bought was: It's on pre-order, but Obstetrix by [personal profile] naomikritzer .

The first book I bought with my own money was: I honestly have no idea.

The first book I received as a gift was: It would have been a children's book? Maybe The Little Prince or Alice's Adventures In Wonderland or something, both of which I was always pretty obsessed with.

The last book I received as a gift was: Always On by Helena Trooperman

The last book I borrowed from the library was: Grendel by John Gardner

The book physically closest to me right now is: There are no books physically close to me because nearly everything is on ebook. The closest paper book is Wake Up! (Book Winter) by R Merey, because tRaum books are beautiful and I paid a dumb amount to get the pretty edition from Germany.

This or that
Physical book or e-book: e-book. I'm a traitor, I know.
Used or new: Library
Fiction or non-fiction: Fiction, but a good non-fiction will engross me
Read at a coffee shop or at the park: Traditionally, a coffee shop, but with covid, park.
Paperback or hardcover: E-book, but if it has to be physical, paperback.
Romance or Crime: Best when combined, not a big fan of either on their own.

Yes or no
Stream of consciousness? Fuck yes
Poetry? Yes
Memoirs? No
Philosophy? Sure
Thrillers? Nah
Chronicles? Nope
Travel logs? Big no
Dialogue heavy? Sure
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([personal profile] ink_13 Apr. 29th, 2026 10:49 pm)

It might be time to swap the duvet for the wool blanket. I'm still sleeping in the family manse and it's kept warm enough overnight that I don't need the full chill-repelling power of down.

I don't think I turned on the heat in that room all winter, it gets enough from the gas fireplace below (plus a little cool is better for sleeping in my view).

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([personal profile] sabotabby Apr. 29th, 2026 06:48 am)
Just finished: Nothing.

Currently reading: Still working my way through Here Where We Live Is Our Country by Molly Crabapple. I'm now up to the Warsaw Ghetto, so of course it's bleak stuff, with our protagonists having increasingly fewer less-bad choices as the Nazi regime closes in on them.

Of course a lot leading up to this is the question of "when do we flee?" a question that definitely bears no relevance to anyone today. The answer is more or less implied in the title and, well, we know what happened with the Warsaw Ghetto. A few activists were deemed too valuable to let die and were smuggled out. Many had left before. There was never going to be any way to save everyone, or even most people.

It's a weirdly good way to connect with my heritage. I relate to the fact that even in the worst moment in history my people have ever known, we still found time to fight with Zionists and tankies. There is light even in the darkness.
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([personal profile] ink_13 Apr. 27th, 2026 10:51 pm)

Spent a lot of time working on a letter to go into the condo AGM package. I had Claude do the heavy lifting of digesting a year's worth of minutes and management reports, but I'm rephrasing extensively because I'm not spending tokens telling that clanker to sound less like one when I'm acceptably good at prose myself. Also I have to write a paragraph about how awesome our new property manager is and it's just not good at that.

If I had to boil it down to one sentence, it would be "look at all the shit we handled so you didn't have to think about it at all" with a sidebar of "pay no attention to the pool still closed after two years; we hope to have it back early next year".

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([personal profile] ink_13 Apr. 26th, 2026 10:02 pm)

As an easy thing to get back into, I'm getting a little itchy for OpenTTD. It requires the barest of commitments: I have to dock my laptop so I can use the big monitor, external trackpad/mouse, and keyboard. The laptop alone won't do it.

But then, I thought... Factorio, at last? I never played it properly: a few hours back in 2016, but I didn't quite get into it. It has, ah, been patched a lot since then, and I still follow the subreddit in detail.

Really, I just want to build a train network and then watch it whizz around, and Factorio's big advantage is that it has blueprints to facilitate large-scale builds. Also I can place my own industry and occasionally shoot bugs.

We'll see, I guess. The parents leave for a week and a half in Scotland on Friday, so I'm about to have a lot more flexibility in the schedule.

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([personal profile] ink_13 Apr. 25th, 2026 04:30 pm)

Wild Card (2015) edition.

This might have worked if they leaned more into the noir elements and set it in, say, the 70s, but instead it's a series of disconnected plot points that don't quite congeal into a through line: characters turn up once and then disappear (a lot of top billings that turn out just to be cameos), character points come out of nowhere (that Statham's character is actually a gambling addict just pops up when convenient).

The film did a cool thing where it would intercut someone considering a course of action with the outcome of the decision a few times, which was actually pretty fun.

2/4. Instead of Corsica, I bet he moves to Nice and takes up driving professionally, thus becoming The Transporter.

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([personal profile] ink_13 Apr. 23rd, 2026 11:09 pm)

About two months after we started it, the parents and I have completed The Pitt (it's good!). Now we wait for S3 with everyone else, and I choose to avoid the online discourse about the show, because it is notably bad.

The real question is what we watch next. The Pitt was a good choice because it's gripping while still being relatively straightforward, it's competence porn with a dash of character drama, and also it's not a daunting zillion episodes long. We'll think of something, I'm sure.

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