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[curgoth]

I am becoming aware of having a finite number of spoons. The implications of this have not yet sunk in.

I have been x-rayed and fluid-drained this week. I seem to have successfully removed my needle squick entirely now - no panic response now.

I managed to win not one, but two games of pool last night. I still suspect that athena_51 and metawade may have been letting me win. When it comes to pool, though, I will take what I can get.

I haven't been sleeping enough, and have been running on caffeine for over a week now. The chest pains on my right side have set in. I am going to have to stop this soon. Withdrawal will not be fun. I am awake thanks to weak coffee right now, but so jangly that I cannot focus for more than 10 seconds.

I have a large number of e-mails to reply to. I am working on trying to get to the backlog.

I had a very emotionally intense weekend. Many good things resulted. Life does not suck.

Comments

[locus-ofcontrol.livejournal.com]

Caffeine withdrawal SUCKs... What's the deal with the chest pains?

Take care of you...and preserve those spoons :) I hope there is actual information coming from your testing.

[curgoth]

The chest pains are one of the more... interesting reasons why I shouldn't consume caffeine, especially on a regular basis. I've never had an answer on where they come from, but if I consume caffeine regularly, my chest hurts. :/

I'm really hoping the x-rays show something useful.