It seems to me, that this past week has been unusually hellish. For me, for
neeuqdrazil and for quite a few of our friends.
I wonder if it's just something simple, like the weather. It's been warm and rainy most of the week here. More overcast than its been for a while.
I feel a general erosion of patience. Like there's some kind of pressure building up somewhere, somehow.
Like something is either about to happen, or something needs to happen.
I have this odd sense of impending d00m.
Maybe I just need to watch more cartoons.
Or, maybe I need a weekend off to do what I like.
This is my third week on pager. This will be the third weekend in a row that I will be confined to quarters.
Next weekend, when I had hoped for freedom, I am being called into work. On a Saturday. With, presumably, no compensation for my time.
I wonder if it's just something simple, like the weather. It's been warm and rainy most of the week here. More overcast than its been for a while.
I feel a general erosion of patience. Like there's some kind of pressure building up somewhere, somehow.
Like something is either about to happen, or something needs to happen.
I have this odd sense of impending d00m.
Maybe I just need to watch more cartoons.
Or, maybe I need a weekend off to do what I like.
This is my third week on pager. This will be the third weekend in a row that I will be confined to quarters.
Next weekend, when I had hoped for freedom, I am being called into work. On a Saturday. With, presumably, no compensation for my time.
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Though, last time I did that, my sparring partner couldn't use his thumb for a day or so.
Er. I have trivial pursuit? Yes? No.
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Amen, brother. I feel the exact same thing out here.
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Many things need to happen.
But you're right. There does seem to be a sense of waiting in the air. I just hope we can figure out what it's waiting for, and provide it.
Because this can't go on much longer without one (or both) of us snapping.
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As painful as that is to say, we may not get around to smiling unless we schedule for it.