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( Jun. 3rd, 2008 09:03 pm)
I just realised that I haven't been out dancing in months.

Then I looked at my calendar and realised that I probably won't be able to go dancing until some time in August. Maybe. More likely September. Something isn't right here.

I'd be tempted to try Dark Rave this weekend but a) all ages, no a/c in 32 C weather. Ew. b) in my current state, it would kill me.

Boo!
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Since I've usually got something going on Friday night, I've been trying to do my Friday scheduled workout on my lunch hour. With work as busy as it is, what's been happening instead is that I end up eating lunch at my desk and not getting a lunch break at all, and not getting to the gym. This is not good.

I think I may have to start having my Friday nights start later than 4pm... I just don't know how else to manufacture the time.

:(
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( Jan. 9th, 2008 02:29 pm)
I'm finally starting to feel human again. Hopefully the recent scariness has mostly been due to being even more exhausted than I thought. I could easily go back to sleep for a few hours now, though that would ruin me for sleep tonight. I think, instead, that I will sit here and play civ 4, or possibly start watching dexter.
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( Jan. 7th, 2008 10:11 am)
I am officially sick and tired of being sick and tired. I only seem to have enough juice to make it through 50-60% of a day at this point. I have little brain, and have become extremely flakey, missing phone calls and e-mails as I wander about in a daze.

Even with the e-mail from my mother, and a reminder from my phone and e-mail, I mamaged to not call my brother to wish him a happy birthday yesterday. I am the worst non-abusive family person evar.

To doom list )
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( Dec. 7th, 2007 11:32 am)
Last night's robaxacet still hasn't fully worn off - still feeling pretty foggy. Add to that that there's a grumpmas lunch this afternoon, and the fact that I didn't get in to work until 9:30 due to drug grogginess, and today is a complete and utter writeoff.
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( Jun. 26th, 2007 09:52 pm)
Did not get all the ingredients I need to make chili for camping. Could not find camp soap. Too hot to breathe. Giving up, going to go die and sleep now. Tomorrow will be insane.
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( May. 9th, 2007 11:29 am)
Sleep continues to hate me. Tomorrow, I bring it up with my doctor again.

I woke up at 3:30, got back to sleep until 4:30, then woke up again at 5, and gave up. I took my time getting ready, then slogged through heavy traffic to arrive 10 minutes earlier than usual, after waking up an hour earlier. Doom! There has been caffeine. I am still undecided on the whole "murdering the world with my thoughts" plan.
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( Apr. 23rd, 2007 10:16 am)
I appear to be sick. :( There will be a lunch time trek to hunt the wild dayquil. I am hoping my strategy of beating colds to death at the gym will work again. I am just sick enough to be whiny, but still go to work.
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( Dec. 31st, 2006 08:10 am)
Nine times out of ten, mocha means "chocolate with some coffee flavouring". The other time, it means "chocolate with condensed, highly caffinated coffee in it". Guess which of the two the mocha cake I had with dinner last night was? Guess who didn't sleep last night? Guess who has a screaming liver, an upset stomach and a headache now?

Whoops. I'd been drinking when we got to dessert, and ddin't figure it out until, gaving spent all night tossing and turning, my heart started pounding like a jack hammer (though it's actually only going at 75 instead of its usual 60 bpm). My hands are shaking. Argh.

Reminder to self: NEVER eat mocha cake. EVER.

Me != smart.
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( Dec. 29th, 2006 04:32 pm)
Back from Kingston.

Back much worse - off to take more robaxacet. WTF.

Many comic books to read. Also, scotch.
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( Dec. 27th, 2006 12:40 pm)
We've been to Woodstock and back. I'm packing my gear for Kingston to visit [livejournal.com profile] neeuqdrazil's family.

I'm physically, emotionally and mentally exhausted. I did something Bad to my back while dancing Saturday.

Also, I won't be making Dark Rave on the 6th - I'll be Up North, in a yurt.

I will have net access while I'm in Kingston, should anyone need to get ahold of me. My cell will also work there.
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( Nov. 29th, 2006 09:54 am)
I had this plan. Since I was taking yesterday off, and the car needed to go in for maintenance, I would combine the two to minimize inconvenience. After some am/pm confusion, I got things worked out for an appointment. I dropped the carr off Monday night, discovering as I did so that the service centre no longer stays open until 9, but rather closes at 6, so I was on my own to get home. Fine, I had a token and got on the bus.

At 4pm yesterday, they call me, and tell me that nothing has been done to the car due to a power failure in the morning, but they'll get to it early Wednesday.

At 5, another guy calls, with no knowledge of the first guy's call. Says Wednesday is pretty full, and the first guy didn't put in an appointment. How's Thursday sound? I can drop my car off Wednesday night, and they can arrange a loaner...

But my car was already there, and I was already on my way to meet [personal profile] neeuqdrazil, and wouldn't be able to get there before they closed. Guy #2 said they'd look at it Wednesday.

So, today I woke up at 5:10 am, got out of the house by 6:30, caught the 7am shuttle to work, got in at 7:30. I'll have to rush my workout through at lunch time, and eat at my desk. Then, at 4 I will catch the shuttle back to TO, then TTC it out to the dealership, and hope that a) I can make it by 6, and b) it's actually done. If it isn't ready I'm going to go anyway and demand a loaner, because seriously, this is a big PITA. I'm expecting I'll end up at home around 7-ish, mkaing it more than 12 hours away from home. I am *not* doing this again tomorrow.

Last time I had to go three times just to get a frikken oil change. I'm starting to think they just don't want business. I go to the dealer because I'm lazy and don't have any idea what exactly I should be doing to my car on a regualr basis, but this is getting ridiculous.
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( Jul. 19th, 2006 09:19 am)
Bah. I remembered my lunch this morning. I remembered to toss a bin of board
games into the car so I could go straight from work/gym to [livejournal.com profile] wulfram's games night. I rememebered to grab the mini folding speakers
I got a couple days ago, and even found batteries for them. I'd planned to use
these for the part of my workout where I do kung fu forms in the empty studio -
I can't wear headphones while doing forms, so this way I'd have music.

What I *did* forget, though, was to grab clean gym clothes. And take
yesterday's damp, stinking clothes out of my backpack. Well, I *had* been
thinking I might want to take it easy today. Just, not *that* easy.

I R SO SMRT!!
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( Jul. 7th, 2006 10:24 am)
For a couple days now I've been tired, cranky and moody. At this point I mostly want to crawl off and hide somewhere for a few days. Fortunately, Zil's cousin is getting married, so we're off to the middle of nowhere with a stop along the way in Kingston for free laundry. If you're waiting on a reply to something from me, and I haven't sent it, I apologise, but you probably won't get anything until next week. When I will hopefully be less cranky.
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Working from home today while Car is in for maintenance.

I am sitting out on my balcony, and a thunderstorm has just broken, though without wind I am out of the rain. I can hear a cat meowing for attention from a nearby balcony.

I'm in a stupid mood. Stupid because I'm feeling lonely and want-y, and at the same time withdrawn and not wanting to reach out to anyone. I'm brooding over relationships, potential relationships and needs and wants.

I am also coming down with some sort of post-Pride cooties - my throat's been getting progressively more sore all week.

So, you know what that means; time for Just. Three. Good. Things.


  1. Getting to watch the intense thunderstorm raging away two feet from my chair, even if I can't go dance naked in it.

  2. BestBuy finally admitted that they can't fix my ipod, so I'm getting store credit towards purchase of a newer, shinier ipod as soon as I can get myself in there.

  3. I may be in a bad mood, but I haven't gotten spun out again. Angst, I can deal with - it passes.



Now, back to work, as much as I want to sit here and write LJ posts instead.
About 5 minutes after I made my last whiny post, I tripped and bashed the hell out of my left hand, hard enough that I can still feel the force of the impact in my shoulder. My two middle fingers are swollen, but not broken.

iPod making grinding noises and a funny smell. Definitely dead.

Today is fired.

So, since everything seems to be going to hell; just Three. Good. Things.


  1. Yummy Korean BBQ with the family

  2. New case for my phone that seem much sturdier than the one actually made for it.

  3. The kilt fits, even if it was too cold to wear it today.

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( Feb. 25th, 2006 07:09 pm)
I probably should have thought of this, but CPUs that fit my motherboard are no longer made. So, either I replace my motherboard, or try to get a replacement CPU on ebay. The money to pay for all this got sent off as an RRSP contribution on Tuesday, irritatingly enough, so I am going to try the ebay route first. The main downside to this is that it leaves me with no access to my store of music, and without a place to work on my digital art. The latter I might address by setting up my tablet on my laptop. We shall see how well that works.

In the plus column, the Summerhill LCBO had Pernod Absinthe, which thus far is at least not terrible tasting.
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( Feb. 25th, 2006 03:10 pm)
In the ongoing saga of my computer running too hot - I had planned today to go out and finally get the goo to hopefully fix the CPU overheating issue. Apparently, I waited slightly too long - when I got home last night, after a 12 hour day at work, my computer would not boot. Everything appears to have power, but I'm not even getting a beep or a BIOS display. This suggests to me that my CPU fried some time Thursday night. If I'm lucky, everything else is still ok. Now I must figure out how to get the COU off of the motherboard, and go down to Canada Computers and ask them "what can I get that fits the same slot as one of these?". When I pulled the CPU fan off, the heatsink was clogged with dust, which was not, I suspect, helping matters.

Work is still trying to kill me, though it looks like I'll get to keep this weekend for myself. PLans of going out and trying to have an exciting night may be replaced my screwing around with various semi-fucntional computers (mine and others') while dressed up in ruffles and velvet (I'm going to dress up anyway, dammit!) and possibly drinking absinthe, if I can find any at the Summerhill LCBO.

On the plus side, life doesn't utterly suck - While my computer was dying, I was off having a Hot Date with a beautiful woman. No, life defintely does not suck.
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